Yea, I am reminded of what he has accomplished every April 15:
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It looks to me like you have been programmed by a traumatic past to fear a future that will bring more of the same. Having been robbed in the past of a an inborn joy of just being alive, you got guilt tripped into thinking you had to earn people's love and guard against further theft. You turned that into a fear that your hard earned substitute for self respect, as a worthy disciple of Mammon, you fear the tax man will again steal that hard won ersatz self respect.
So sad, all your fears have already happened and can never happen again because you are not a hardened zombie battle bot and nolonger wide open to the pain of those around you who, out of their own pain, could not show you real love.
You see the world as full of enemies instead of those who will tax themselves out of their compassion for others. Your miserliness has made you poor. But what could anybody expect our loss was enormous. Think about the possibility of awakening. You won't die, just the opposite because you already did. Good luck to you.
And remember a screw can be turned in two directions. Unscrew yourself.