Well isn't this a fine kettle of fish:
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In the United States, a federal juror's oath usually states something to the effect of, "Do you and each of you solemnly swear that you will well and truly try and a true deliverance make between the United States and ______, the defendant at the bar, and a true verdict render according to the evidence, so help you God?"
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Here I promise God I will render a true verdict according to the evidence, but wait:
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Jury instructions sometimes make reference to the juror's oath. For example, the Criminal Pattern Jury Instructions developed by the U.S. Court of Appeals for the 10th Circuit for use by U.S. District Courts state:[1]
You, as jurors, are the judges of the facts. But in determining what actually happened–that is, in reaching your decision as to the facts–it is your sworn duty to follow all of the rules of law as I explain them to you.
You have no right to disregard or give special attention to any one instruction, or to question the wisdom or correctness of any rule I may state to you. You must not substitute or follow your own notion or opinion as to what the law is or ought to be. It is your duty to apply the law as I explain it to you, regardless of the consequences. However, you should not read into these instructions, or anything else I may have said or done, any suggestion as to what your verdict should be. That is entirely up to you.
It is also your duty to base your verdict solely upon the evidence, without prejudice or sympathy. That was the promise you made and the oath you took.
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But here I seen to have sworn, not to God but to the judge that I would listen to him as to what evidence is. How can I swear to God to judge as best I can based on the evidence when somebody else is telling me what the evidence is? If I have to do something regardless of the consequences I'm not going to do it. Morality can only be determined, it seems to me, by the consequences of actions.
Now the question I have is can I take an oath that is interpreted in law differently than stated as between myself and God and sit on a jury, thus affording justice through jury nullification, or must I say to the court that I decline to take such an oath as per court interpretation thus depriving a potentially innocent person, the relief to the defendant my duty to God might imply.
And why are we even swearing to God when he commands us not to judge? And isn't this state religion? Telling me what my oath to God means is a state religion.
Having devoted some small portion of my life to learning how to think for myself, at least a couple of hours,and even if I'm only just crazy, I still have this nasty habit of not wanting others to define for me what any oath I take might mean. I am going to swear to what I think it means, not what somebody else says it means, for Christ sake.
And I am going to have to be extremely diligent about this also, because I don't believe the God I swear to is up on a cloud in heaven but hidden in my heart somewhere, and thus very close and personal, so I will, I think, far more than the average religious person, not want to be hypocritical in my promise. You can promise somebody in the sky anything, what's he going to remember, and he's going to forgive you anyway, but when you make a promise to your soul within, it personal. I'm sure as fuck, not going to let me down.