I'm starting to think that I have it. I've looked at the symptoms and I exhibit about 80% of the listed symptoms. Some days I'm really pumped up and then the next day I'm feeling hopeless in terms of my goals and where I'm at in life. I alternate between the two state constantly and as a result, my studies has taken a nose dive. I went from a straight A student to failing most of my classes in college. It's been on a downward path since 3-4 years ago.
I would love to go see a psychiatrist and all but I don't have the money. I would love to hear some input on anyone who has it and how much their life has changed once they are treated. I'm praying that I don't have it and am just in a slump. But it's been quite a few years that I've felt this way. It hasn't gone to the extreme of suicidal thoughts but the depression and feeling of hopelessness has messed me up quite a bit.
I would love to go see a psychiatrist and all but I don't have the money. I would love to hear some input on anyone who has it and how much their life has changed once they are treated. I'm praying that I don't have it and am just in a slump. But it's been quite a few years that I've felt this way. It hasn't gone to the extreme of suicidal thoughts but the depression and feeling of hopelessness has messed me up quite a bit.