I am not happy. I am miserable, borderline depression.
I am at an age where i have completed a trade licence and i am working on completing a second trade licence. I work in the crappiest part of the industry: Domestic/light commercial.
Domestic clients (especially the wealthy ones) treat me like i am the "help" Sometimes i just want to punch clients out and kick. The company doesnt care if i have an injury, they only care about their bottom line. I will change jobs eventually. Nothing i hate more, then being treated like i am fucking fresh out of high school.
I still live with my parents, i cant afford to marry the woman i love nor move out. This cuts deep, i need her to calm me down, she is my rock.
I like talking to peeps on ATOT, and vodka helps too. Sigh, i don't have a lot of friends, never had anyone that i simply "clicked" with. Apart from my gf, who is as insane as me(she is my best friend as well as gf). When i did psych exams for army (which i passed) they picked up on the fact that i am a loner.
The magic of childhood is over, well and truly.