Originally posted by: DonVito
I suspect I've seen more child pornography than anyone here, and perhaps more than all of you put together. I have prosecuted a number of child porn cases, and defended a couple, so I've seen thousands of images of various child porn. I've also prosecuted a number of child molestation cases, including
this one, the worst in the history of the Air Force.
All I can say is that time heals all wounds. I was quite troubled by seeing child pornography the first few times, particularly since the first case involved some images of very small children (3-4 years old) having sex with adult men. I was FAR more troubled by getting to know some kids who'd been subjected to systematic, horrific abuse, some of which was so extreme that it's hard for a normal, decent person even to imagine.
Seeing things like this creates meaningful trauma, and certainly rage as well. I remember fantasizing about killing one offender in particular, and frankly the best consolation for me is knowing he'll probably never be a free man again. For better or worse, however, the mind helps us get past trauma like this by forgetting it. Talk to your friends and family for support, and if you are still struggling with it, consider talking to a professional or spiritual advisor.