- Mar 15, 2003
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Long story short I'm sure many of you noticed I whine a lot about my in laws. In the past I've blamed it on them having red state values, them being old school white (I'm nyc minority), or them being Christian but, now, I'm learning not to stereotype and just think "asshole" is in their blood.
I admit to being overly sensitive at times but the things they say continue to bother me, especially around my very impressionable toddlers. The latest reason I'm annoyed is over an LGBT conversation, from "the thought of two men kissing, with their beards touching makes me sick to my stomach" to the 'trans are freaks and I'll beat them if they hurt mah kin!" Sorta shit, which bugs me because I'm the opposite - my minister's gay (because I refuse to go to a gay bashing church, but my granddad was a minister so I still value spirituality), my best man was gay, and the guys who really made me a more interesting dude were all gay (had a bunch of gay roommates in Brooklyn and they taught me everything from dating, cooking, to how to dress - it sounds stereotypical but they kinda made me a man). So it's not just me standing up for abstract values, but it's very, very personal to me. Heck, my teenage crush on Trent Reznor still makes me wonder.. Ha... As for my wife's perspective, she's moved from defending them to just being embarrassed by them - i think her turning point was when every family member refused to go to a gay cousin's wedding - of course he moved here to NYC and never talks to any of them, and brunches with us occasionally. We're the only family he has left now, which is kinda sad to me (I"m super kind to him and his husband, I separate him from them and he nods his head in agreement whenever I bitch about them).
Anyways, often when I'm around them I get really hurt and end up being the loud mouth liberal, and I just hate being that guy. The problem is that I feel that silence is an endorsement of those values, and I want to make it very clear to my kids that those values are corrupt (and, like dog training, I believe corrections must occur immediately, not hours after with a 'remember that thing your grandad said about men kissing?). Any ways, it makes me feel like a dick, but I can't help it.
So my question is this - is it wrong to just cut them all out? They seem to believe that they all have some sort of God given right to see them whenever Im pissed at them.. Is it going too far? Honestly, I also worry about the socio-economic influence: the majority of them are factory workers or less, and live in trailers or with their aging parents - is it wrong to think "well, we have good relationships with the ambitious family members, Maybe I don't want my kids to ever see how low their Dna can go?" Especially the women- they're universally very wide, very unambitious, and feed their kids pepsi in sippy cups.. "You're a stay at home mom, you have time to read about proper kids nutrition, ignorance is not an excuse!" They use ignorance as an excuse for a lot of things... Never mind that nearly all of the women in that family seems to have at least one rape story, as if incest is just a thing to do in Missouri. There's always that strange uncle they bring up, right now my count is at 3 different "strange uncles," and they never say who so family reunions are fun games of spot the pedo... Seriously, I watch my two girls like hawks when they're around their Missouri cousins, because you never know and they all are kinda weird around the girls who are thinner and more "exotic" looking than the lot of them, so they stand out (boys offering them flowers,petting, calling them pretty girls - weird, uncousinly stuff that's eerily close to wooing). I always feel so strange around them, so what's so wrong with a "fuck it, they don't need to know them."
I admit to being overly sensitive at times but the things they say continue to bother me, especially around my very impressionable toddlers. The latest reason I'm annoyed is over an LGBT conversation, from "the thought of two men kissing, with their beards touching makes me sick to my stomach" to the 'trans are freaks and I'll beat them if they hurt mah kin!" Sorta shit, which bugs me because I'm the opposite - my minister's gay (because I refuse to go to a gay bashing church, but my granddad was a minister so I still value spirituality), my best man was gay, and the guys who really made me a more interesting dude were all gay (had a bunch of gay roommates in Brooklyn and they taught me everything from dating, cooking, to how to dress - it sounds stereotypical but they kinda made me a man). So it's not just me standing up for abstract values, but it's very, very personal to me. Heck, my teenage crush on Trent Reznor still makes me wonder.. Ha... As for my wife's perspective, she's moved from defending them to just being embarrassed by them - i think her turning point was when every family member refused to go to a gay cousin's wedding - of course he moved here to NYC and never talks to any of them, and brunches with us occasionally. We're the only family he has left now, which is kinda sad to me (I"m super kind to him and his husband, I separate him from them and he nods his head in agreement whenever I bitch about them).
Anyways, often when I'm around them I get really hurt and end up being the loud mouth liberal, and I just hate being that guy. The problem is that I feel that silence is an endorsement of those values, and I want to make it very clear to my kids that those values are corrupt (and, like dog training, I believe corrections must occur immediately, not hours after with a 'remember that thing your grandad said about men kissing?). Any ways, it makes me feel like a dick, but I can't help it.
So my question is this - is it wrong to just cut them all out? They seem to believe that they all have some sort of God given right to see them whenever Im pissed at them.. Is it going too far? Honestly, I also worry about the socio-economic influence: the majority of them are factory workers or less, and live in trailers or with their aging parents - is it wrong to think "well, we have good relationships with the ambitious family members, Maybe I don't want my kids to ever see how low their Dna can go?" Especially the women- they're universally very wide, very unambitious, and feed their kids pepsi in sippy cups.. "You're a stay at home mom, you have time to read about proper kids nutrition, ignorance is not an excuse!" They use ignorance as an excuse for a lot of things... Never mind that nearly all of the women in that family seems to have at least one rape story, as if incest is just a thing to do in Missouri. There's always that strange uncle they bring up, right now my count is at 3 different "strange uncles," and they never say who so family reunions are fun games of spot the pedo... Seriously, I watch my two girls like hawks when they're around their Missouri cousins, because you never know and they all are kinda weird around the girls who are thinner and more "exotic" looking than the lot of them, so they stand out (boys offering them flowers,petting, calling them pretty girls - weird, uncousinly stuff that's eerily close to wooing). I always feel so strange around them, so what's so wrong with a "fuck it, they don't need to know them."
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