This isn't really the case. The thing you refer to as 'I' is a programmed response, a robotic brainwashed being generated by being exposed as a child to the notion of an absolute truth that if you did not buy into you would go to hell. You were made to conform by being terrorized and were converted. You see the other as evil, a tempters, as agents of the devil, etc.. You represent the good, but not the real good, only the notion of good instilled into you by threat. You can't even define what your good is because it is intangible. It changes from moment to moment depending on whatever external threat appears that threatens the invisible rules of your conformism. This is why some can see you as being team driven. Your team is that group who are in a particular mental prison, those who fear the catastrophe of a victory of the devil, and have been brainwashed further to identify him with liberals. You survive the crippling damage done to you by the pleasure you take from the smugness generated by your imagined virtue. It's the thrill you get standing up to evil. It's your drug.
The sad part is that everything you fear has already happened. The catastrophe you fear will happen if evil wins happened in your childhood. You were turned inside out and upside down. You want terror then know that you and the world have and always will be perfect. Knowing that is what you fear. The war between good and evil exists only in your head. Relax and be happy.