- Dec 3, 2000
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Okay, the topics about when we lost our virginity and our worst fears made me think about my own embarrassing problem and worst fears.
I am still a virgin at 37 years of age!
I have never even gone out on a date. Why? Well, I am basically very shy but the main reason is my overwelming fear of being rejected because of my extremely small unit. I've researched this topic a lot and I know for a fact that I am very small. A lot of men are worried about their size but they turn out to be perfectly in the normal range. In my case, I am probably in the borderline freak case.
To give you an idea of how small I am, if you look at some data floating around on the sizes of men, I am at the extreme low end of the bell curve. From some studies and data I've seen, I am smaller than most 12 year old boys.
That means that if I am ever with a woman, I will, with 99.9999999% probability, be the smallest man she will ever have encountered.
I also worry about just being able to physically complete the act. Will I be too small to achieve penetration? That would be so embarrassing for me! I worry about her facial expression when she first sees me. Will there be a look of shock? Will she try to pretend that nothing is wrong (since I would assume most women are nice and won't try to hurt my feelings)? Will she tell all her friends and everyone will laugh at me behind my back?
My biggest fear is that I will become friends with a woman, fall in love, and then have her reject me because of my size. Because of this I have a tendency to not get close to anyone. I always fear that when people get to know me better they will reject me -- so it's better to not let people know me well...
I hope this topic isn't offensive to anyone and is okay to post... In a way, it's sort of theraputic for me to finally express this deep dark secret that I've been holding in for so long.
I am still a virgin at 37 years of age!
I have never even gone out on a date. Why? Well, I am basically very shy but the main reason is my overwelming fear of being rejected because of my extremely small unit. I've researched this topic a lot and I know for a fact that I am very small. A lot of men are worried about their size but they turn out to be perfectly in the normal range. In my case, I am probably in the borderline freak case.
To give you an idea of how small I am, if you look at some data floating around on the sizes of men, I am at the extreme low end of the bell curve. From some studies and data I've seen, I am smaller than most 12 year old boys.
That means that if I am ever with a woman, I will, with 99.9999999% probability, be the smallest man she will ever have encountered.
I also worry about just being able to physically complete the act. Will I be too small to achieve penetration? That would be so embarrassing for me! I worry about her facial expression when she first sees me. Will there be a look of shock? Will she try to pretend that nothing is wrong (since I would assume most women are nice and won't try to hurt my feelings)? Will she tell all her friends and everyone will laugh at me behind my back?
My biggest fear is that I will become friends with a woman, fall in love, and then have her reject me because of my size. Because of this I have a tendency to not get close to anyone. I always fear that when people get to know me better they will reject me -- so it's better to not let people know me well...
I hope this topic isn't offensive to anyone and is okay to post... In a way, it's sort of theraputic for me to finally express this deep dark secret that I've been holding in for so long.