ooooooooo yeah...sheesh man...u got it hard right now
about the blonde chick: o common man, u need to get over it. Even tho I haven't been in that kind of situation (I kinda avoid trying to like a girl of another ethnicity, jus my bias), however, I can tell you from experiences I have seen first hand.
If you like her to the point you think their is a future with her, then pursue her. I kinda pursue relationship like a business. If its worth it, I would risk everything. Unless your not serious, then don't pursue it cuz ur not willing to go all out.
Of course, if she continues to be like how she, then...hmmm..sorry man, you really can't do much else unless lightning strikes her and changes her mind. Go hang-out with friends or something to get your mind off of her.
2) about your dad situation: um...really man...if you ABSOLUTELY can't reconcile wit ur dad (as it seems), move out immediately. Like the previous thread, get a steady-income FIRST, then move out. By now, you should have no doubt of wat u wanna accomplish. Its now execution. Don't think, jus act. Get a job, move out, graduate. Not much more you can do. Another option is to take a loan from ur relatives (the wealtheir ones or have some money). Repeat, LOAN. No free lunch in this world.
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