gutted.....completely and uterlly gutted

[otispunkmeyer]

well i went out tonight, to a rather unusual lifesaving team social......(lloughborough lifesavers)

was having a good time till i said to the guys that i was leaving to get some sleep

i got round to dayin good bye to neil...not realising that this actualy maybe the last time i ever see him

he has cancer......and its completely wrong in ever sense. hes the biggest friendliest bear ever, its hard not to love this guy (and yes im a straight male) hes a quality guy, with a great personallity. doesnt drink, doesnt smoke, yet here i am completly upset and overwhelmed by the fact he has cancer

how fvcking wrong is that. its not real. he reallyh is THE mr nice guy. totally awesome in every respect. and now i may never see him again.

heres a :beer: to him making it through this

 

[ironcrotch]

Maybe keep in touch with him?

 

[CarlKillerMiller]

Yes, write letters and such?

 

[otispunkmeyer]

keep in touch on email/msn

i will go down to see him (5 hour drive) if it become terminal....but fingers crossed hes gonna make it. he used to be a rugby player, then a gymnast now a swimmer....hes a awesome guy and very very fit. im gutted, speechless

 

[otispunkmeyer]

guess no one cares

hard to expect people to realy...you dont know him. hes gonna make it..i hope

 

[mchammer]

The force of ATOT (the holy nef) will be with you.

 

[ironcrotch]

I care. I've lost too many people to that bitch cancer. I hate it with a passion. Just pray for your friend (if you're religious), if not just be there to support him. What kind of cancer btw?

 

[gflores]

Such is life, unfortunately. I wish him the best.

 

[otispunkmeyer]

Originally posted by: ironcrotch
I care. I've lost too many people to that bitch cancer. I hate it with a passion. Just pray for your friend (if you're religious), if not just be there to support him. What kind of cancer btw?

i not religious....thing like this is exactly why im not. if god was real he wouldnt let this happen

as such i believe science 100%

i cant pray to einstein now can i

 

[mchammer]

Cause God is like... God man. He does all kinds of crazy sh!t.

 

[otispunkmeyer]

well im off to sleep

anymore well wishers are welcome

good night ATOT