Hardcore gamer...

[MrElusive]

I'm 16. Neomits you make a lot of sense and so do you imacbad but I will never be a happy person. My depression came onto me when I was 13 and I don't think I've seen happiness since then. Being social does nothing for my status and believe it or not I get lonely when I'm around people. Also if I do feel I am becoming happy, I kick myself in the ass and tell myself that I shouldn't be happy if I am sinning. I can't see myself stop sinning in the future and therefore I don't see a light at the end of the tunnel. I play Quake III all the time and usually once in a blue moon do I get whooped on and that will eliminate all self-confidence mustered. My name IS Mr Elusive which I got from id software's programmer. I do like talking to people on there but it's rare they're really hardcore gamers like myself. Later guys.

 

[poopaskoopa]

You are 16, so you don't know much, but I'll tell you this. Being well-rounded is overrated. If you can be exceptionally good at something, then I'd say go for it. That means you'll put in some time, thus sacrifcing the opportunities to do other things(i.e. socialize, vacations, etc). However, seeing that you're young, and haven't even been exposed to the "good things", I don't think you should use this as an excuse. Maybe later on down the road when you're in college, or are about to make some career decisions, you should revisit. But for now, yeah, go outside man.... People aren't as stupid as you think, and your non-conformist attitude is more than likely an excuse to avoid doing things you don't like.

 

[MrElusive]

*F*uck it all, I'm going all the way down I'm leaving today

 

[neomits]

<< *F*uck it all, I'm going all the way down I'm leaving today >>



huh?

 

[DAPUNISHER]

It is my fervent wish that you are "pulling our chains" and not truly going to take your life !!!!!!!! 16 is a very traumatic age for most men and feeling like a pariah is part of being highly intelligent and capable of deep introspection. I can only assure you that by the time your 25 you'll feel like a juggernaut! A line from the flick "Real Genius" comes to mind "when your smart, people need you"

 

[Alienwho]

Seriously man, just see the jar as half full instead of half empty. Lift your head high and walk with some dignity down the halls at school. Reply to the "fake hello's" with a smile or a nod. And last of all, talk to girls. If you are afraid of being shot down, talk to the ugliest, shyest, most pitiful girl you've ever seen, hey even if this doesn't help you, it will make that girl feel a hell of a lot better about herself.

 

[StageLeft]

You are really not that unusual and many of us have felt the same way - I know I have. I used to honestly HATE people who didn't have the same "morals" I did. Looking back what they did I thought was hellish. Now in my mid 20's I look back and realized they were having fun and not hurting anybody and since I wasn't a part of it I just overcompensated by pretending it was evil (no it wasn't drug use).

I'm not f**king kidding: stop with video games. You need human interaction, or take up something. Take up tennis, or a chess club if you want to hang with geeks or whatever. Video games you're using to idle the hours away and it's not beneficial at all.

 

[Stiler]

i say to hell with the "too much of a good things is bad" my motto is , you only have 1 life to live, why not live it the way you want, doing the things you love, instead of other people telling you that you shouldn't. I'm also a gamer, have been all of my life, that doesn't hurt me in any way.