Yes, my link, I think, does a good job of explaining how you feel. You are a conservative and live in a dangerously competative, non altruistic world full of self serving people which explains why you so often feel you are victims. These well documented facts are at root in your need to rationalize to protect your egos, the egos of conservatives, who feel bad about themselves when their motives are exposed. You cover your eyes and ears and hurl insults.
Your article on people who self report as enjoying being trolls was interesting. You may have seen something in it of yourself to explain why. I never call people trolls. I do not understand the concept. I can't define what one is. But I am accused of that by people I see as I empathetic bullies all the time. I see it as a form of self hate, calling the other guy what you most dislike about yourself.
Know then that I would not be among those who self report as enjoying trolling so your study is not about me. I think it more likely to be your need not to know that altruistic egoless people who consider others do not really exist, that they are tricksters and manipulative.
Believe me, as a student of buttons and mechanical thinking, nothing is easier for me than knowing how to play you. It't your transparency perhaps that gets you upset. Sadly, there is little hope for you without a mirror on which to see yourself, and the looking will hurt. But the knowledge and peace that can result is worth it so I must help you see that. I don't need to but I will continue to see if I can find a way to troll for your soul. Buried under the garbage of your ego is a liberal in an infant state. So since trolls like me have adaptive advantage and are successful breeders, maybe you will consider that infant liberal to be my son.