James3shin
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Originally posted by: dullard
My favorite joke. Crude yes, but so is my sense of humor.Originally posted by: Goosemaster
Start a new thread with a joke of your choosing.
I've never use any instant messanger. PM me here if you wish.
Never tried it - but I have $55 in Best Buy gift cards that I don't know what to do with. Honestly I had to give up most online gaming to get my PhD and to have a wife. I could pick it up tomorrow I guess and bring it to work. Now just to find a decent video card. What is a suggested minimum video card requirement?Originally posted by: James3shin
you ever play Counter-Strike? We should get a game on for some fun sometime.
Originally posted by: Skoorb
A physician will give the best advice in this area...not to undermine yours, because a good shrink will indeed not start immediately on meds unless they think that therapy will have only limited success. They've seen so many cases though that I've no doubt many times they can talk to somebody and in almost no time say "Yep, this guy will do best on such-and-such medication. I've seen it a million times - therapy is not going to help this fellow much."I highly recommend against taking anti-anxiety meds unless you've tried EVERYTHING else first. I've known several people on them in college, and sometimes the side-effects can be worse than the symptoms you're taking them for.
Originally posted by: dullard
Her work friends come by, we have a little conversation, they talk about dancing, then my wife turns to me and says "I'm going dancing, have a good night". A sharp kick in the teeth. Yes I'm jealous, and yes I'm lonely. She is a very wonderful person, and if she'd just spend some time with me, I'd be perfectly happy.
Originally posted by: Goosemaster
Originally posted by: dullard
My favorite joke. Crude yes, but so is my sense of humor.Originally posted by: Goosemaster
Start a new thread with a joke of your choosing.
I've never use any instant messanger. PM me here if you wish.
Why not?
AIM is free and MSN is prolly on your PC
and as for gaming, we are all itching to play if you'd like
Originally posted by: dullard
Never tried it - but I have $55 in Best Buy gift cards that I don't know what to do with. Honestly I had to give up most online gaming to get my PhD and to have a wife. I could pick it up tomorrow I guess and bring it to work. Now just to find a decent video card. What is a suggested minimum video card requirement?Originally posted by: James3shin
you ever play Counter-Strike? We should get a game on for some fun sometime.
Originally posted by: RossMAN
Originally posted by: Goosemaster
Originally posted by: dullard
My favorite joke. Crude yes, but so is my sense of humor.Originally posted by: Goosemaster
Start a new thread with a joke of your choosing.
I've never use any instant messanger. PM me here if you wish.
Why not?
AIM is free and MSN is prolly on your PC
and as for gaming, we are all itching to play if you'd like
I have AIM and MSN but I'm not really a gamer
Originally posted by: James3shin
how about some monopoly on games.com or playsite
Originally posted by: dullard
I love to have time to myself. I love to sit down for hours with a good computer game or just to watch football. She has all the time she needs to go off on her own. But she feels guilty doing it and wants me to be off with other people too instead of being where I really want to be: at home.
Originally posted by: flawlssdistortn
Dullard, I refuse to believe that this short post summarizes who you are. But the very fact that you wrote it and left it at that shows you need to start thinking about what's missing. No, it's not actually missing from you or your life, it's just missing from your perspective, and hence the thread.
What kind of things are you good at? What are your talents? What's your favorite type of music? What makes you feel really good (besides your wife)? What are those jokes you never tell? What do you think about anything?
As an exercise for yourself I think you should write out all these things and more, so you can stop focusing on your ridiculous "label" of a disorder. No stranger's first impression amounts to dick anyway, it means just as much as their 2dimensional idea of ditzy Jessica Simpson.
Originally posted by: dullard
My needs:
I need to be able to meet a friend, be able to actually phone him/her to ask to do something, and to be able to follow through and do it. Does anyone here have advice?
My disorder:
I'm self-diagnosed with social anxiety. I have several symptoms but the ones which affect me the most are:
1) Inability to speak when there are more than 3-4 people in the room. I have to overanalyze everything I say to make certain I won't be made fun of again. By the time I've gone over the sentence several times the subject has changed and I'd be an idiot to finally say my witty remark.
2) Inability to use the phone. I'm terrified of even ordering a pizza and my mind goes blank when trying to say anything.
3) Inability to ask others do to things with/for me. I'll gladly help anyone, anywhere but I just can't bring myself to ask for help (in person that is, I'm fine with forums).
4) Inability to have attention on me (public speaking, acting wild, etc).
Specific examples listed here if you scroll to the 6th post.
Background
I had a lonely childhood and few friends. I'm satisfied with 1 or 2 friends and certainly don't want more (otherwise I get into situations where there are more than 3-4 people in the room). I was never very happy even though I succeeded in many areas.
That is, until I met my wife. I've known her for 10.5 years. She is far better than I could have ever expected in many areas (tallent, intelligence, and beauty to name a few). Never in a million years would I have thought anyone like that would talk to me, let alone want to date me. I've had all of the happiest moments in my life with her. I was so happy that I nearly overcame my disorder. Whenever I was with her I could do almost anything (except speak in a crowd). We had friends, went out, etc. We both were very happy. Everything was wonderful. Of course, there is a big problem that developed though.
I pretty much have used her as a crutch. With her, I can do things I want to do and have fun. Without her I'm a worthless lump. This fact been dragging on her. Over the past year she has pretty much pulled away 100% from me. She doesn't want to do anything with me anymore. After a heated discussion the last few days, I'm pretty sure a separation is inevitable and most likely a divorce. The biggest thing she wants from me is to have friends on my own (so she won't feel guilty spending 100% of her free time with other people instead of me).
So I need friends.
Without my wife, I cannot enter a social situation. I'm terrified of bars or other similar places, horrified at the thought of meeting people, and have nothing to say when I do. They get bored with me and move on with their life. I end up a wall flower all alone. That's the worst feeling in the world to me - to be lonely in a crowded room.
Even my work friends that I have seem to enjoy being around me. But I'm too terrified to call them to do something. When I ask if they want to go out after work sometime, I get the response "that sounds great". Weeks pass and nothing happens. I'd bore them to death if we went out.
Any advice?
Originally posted by: dullard
Two reasons are all that I can determine: (1) is the shyness, (2) is my dad. My wife came from a loving but unintrusive family. They didn't care what she did or if she succeeded. My dad cares about that. He wants us to succeed and have lots of talents. I rarely speak to my family and I feel no pressure. But she isn't used to that. Having a father-in-law that actively asks what classes she takes in college really bothered her. She felt it was way too much pressure and way too controlling.Originally posted by: Vinney
forgive me for being slow but you never actually say (i don't think) that your wife was leaving you because of your disorder - is that the case or is that just a factor? .. i know that's not really relevant to the topic, but i was just curious.
My dad is quite sexist too (I'm the opposite). But my wife can't shake the feeling that I want her to fail at her career and be a housewife. It can't be further from the truth. I pretty much renovated her building for her studio (walls, new wood floor, etc). I've helped with any policies/pricing/etc that she wants. I actively tell everyone I know about it and encourage them to go to her studio. Yet all along she sees me as my dad. That I'm against her working. Trust in that area has dwindled to zero. She says my actions speak louder than my words. I see a tile in the ceiling is water stained and replace it so that her customers will walk in and be impressed. She sees me as picking on her stuidos flaws and making her an idiot for not noticing the stain. I'm working on this issue too - but that is really getting off subject.
Originally posted by: Vinney
how old is your wife and how old was she when you two got married? maybe i'm wrong but it almost sounds a little like she wants to "be free" to do other things and explore other things in her life .. hence being bothered by your dad and her feeling like you want to "trap" her .. that might have more to do with her issues than anything else... i also feel like that's the case based on her "i'm going dancing" responses
Originally posted by: Schrodinger
The only thing you can do is just throw yourself into it. Thats it. Thats all there is to it. You won't get an easy 1-2-3 step guide that someone promises you will give you the world. It isn't like that.
So go out. Say hi to your neighbours and start a talk with them. Go to the convenience store and buy something...anything even if you don't need it (well, except smokes...bad stuff!) and shoot the sh!t with the dude at the counter for a minute about the weather or about the construction beside his building or god knows what.
Join a club or organization.
For me, I became a volunteer at the hospital (for other reasons) but it helped me to advance my social skills immensely. I'd talk to patients...take them outside for smokes (they were wheelchaired and on their way out anyhow so I gave them their vice). Just talk about crap with them. I'd talk about ANYTHING. Cars, classic cars, a guy who was a miner...where he worked, what it was like...what the job entailed. I'd joke about the fat bitchy nurses who wouldn't take them outside (many nurses there were 400 pound cows and they thought giving a dying patient a smoke and some fresh air was wrong...HAH). It brightened their day and helped me too.
Do something like that. Just practice. Thats all there is. Push yourself to go out and practice.
Come to think of it...volunteering at your local hospital is probably the best way to get started. Plus some nurses (not all, most of them are cows) are hotties :thumbsup:
Originally posted by: Wanescotting
Originally posted by: Schrodinger
The only thing you can do is just throw yourself into it. Thats it. Thats all there is to it. You won't get an easy 1-2-3 step guide that someone promises you will give you the world. It isn't like that.
So go out. Say hi to your neighbours and start a talk with them. Go to the convenience store and buy something...anything even if you don't need it (well, except smokes...bad stuff!) and shoot the sh!t with the dude at the counter for a minute about the weather or about the construction beside his building or god knows what.
Join a club or organization.
For me, I became a volunteer at the hospital (for other reasons) but it helped me to advance my social skills immensely. I'd talk to patients...take them outside for smokes (they were wheelchaired and on their way out anyhow so I gave them their vice). Just talk about crap with them. I'd talk about ANYTHING. Cars, classic cars, a guy who was a miner...where he worked, what it was like...what the job entailed. I'd joke about the fat bitchy nurses who wouldn't take them outside (many nurses there were 400 pound cows and they thought giving a dying patient a smoke and some fresh air was wrong...HAH). It brightened their day and helped me too.
Do something like that. Just practice. Thats all there is. Push yourself to go out and practice.
Come to think of it...volunteering at your local hospital is probably the best way to get started. Plus some nurses (not all, most of them are cows) are hotties :thumbsup:
Excellent advice! I have been thinking of volunteering my time when I move back to my home town.
What do you do as a volunteer at a hospital (this is not a thread hijack, I promise)?