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Forgive me if this seems like a diary entry, but it troubles me.
Being in New Orleans, I see homeless people every day on corners with signs. White, Black, Hispanic, men, women, sometimes even young adults.
This morning after I parked the car and began walking to my job, I saw a guy lying down on the pavement, apparently asleep. This is in the middle of downtown.
I was conflicted about whether to walk past him or not, but I indeed walked right on past him. As I ascended the elevator I felt more and more disturbed; like I should've done something for him. But, this is the crucial question, is it my responsibility to help this man not just superficially, but fundamentally? Do I not just get him a meal, but take him into my home? With my wife and children?
I'm flat broke right now for a few days, so I couldn't buy anything for him. I wound up getting him a hot chocolate from the company coffee maker. I woke him and offered it to him. Now that I saw his face, he looked about my age, mid to late 30s, although significant facial hair probably added to his apparent age. He thanked me, took the cup and started to drink it. I warned him that it was very hot, and walked away.
I feel just plain shaken from the experience. I don't know why. I feel like I shouldn't have just walked away. I should've stayed a bit, even in silence. Been a friend for a moment.
Anyway, I wanted to know if any of you guys have had similar experiences.
Being in New Orleans, I see homeless people every day on corners with signs. White, Black, Hispanic, men, women, sometimes even young adults.
This morning after I parked the car and began walking to my job, I saw a guy lying down on the pavement, apparently asleep. This is in the middle of downtown.
I was conflicted about whether to walk past him or not, but I indeed walked right on past him. As I ascended the elevator I felt more and more disturbed; like I should've done something for him. But, this is the crucial question, is it my responsibility to help this man not just superficially, but fundamentally? Do I not just get him a meal, but take him into my home? With my wife and children?
I'm flat broke right now for a few days, so I couldn't buy anything for him. I wound up getting him a hot chocolate from the company coffee maker. I woke him and offered it to him. Now that I saw his face, he looked about my age, mid to late 30s, although significant facial hair probably added to his apparent age. He thanked me, took the cup and started to drink it. I warned him that it was very hot, and walked away.
I feel just plain shaken from the experience. I don't know why. I feel like I shouldn't have just walked away. I should've stayed a bit, even in silence. Been a friend for a moment.
Anyway, I wanted to know if any of you guys have had similar experiences.