Interesting problem...especially for the guys of ATOT....
Suppose you are placed in a situation of no-commitment booty. And its frequent...and its really good booty. But this person is involved with some other people...uses them for material goods, ego trips, control, etc. Plus this individual even has a "bf"....obvious oblivous to what is going on.
Now, for a single male to have such benefits is a good thing. However, sometimes the feelings run too deep. One begins to become fond of the other individual, in an unhealthy manner. Obviously given the female's promiscuous behavior and straying ways, no possible relationship could ever develop. And that knowledge causes turmoil to the point of despair, in which each day passes, wishing for death (and peace) to be one step closer. Because its not love, but self-hatred that drives one to such depths...knowing that having tasted the flesh of one so evil.....and found it good....what does the future behold?
Now, how does one break off from a steady diet of booty?...its quite nearly impossible for any sane man. Especially since booty was so rare before. And never before had the purveyor of booty been so attractive. Its madness, but a strangely enjoyable madness.....
Suppose you are placed in a situation of no-commitment booty. And its frequent...and its really good booty. But this person is involved with some other people...uses them for material goods, ego trips, control, etc. Plus this individual even has a "bf"....obvious oblivous to what is going on.
Now, for a single male to have such benefits is a good thing. However, sometimes the feelings run too deep. One begins to become fond of the other individual, in an unhealthy manner. Obviously given the female's promiscuous behavior and straying ways, no possible relationship could ever develop. And that knowledge causes turmoil to the point of despair, in which each day passes, wishing for death (and peace) to be one step closer. Because its not love, but self-hatred that drives one to such depths...knowing that having tasted the flesh of one so evil.....and found it good....what does the future behold?
Now, how does one break off from a steady diet of booty?...its quite nearly impossible for any sane man. Especially since booty was so rare before. And never before had the purveyor of booty been so attractive. Its madness, but a strangely enjoyable madness.....