I've been at gunpoint 3 times:
The first time was when we got held up at the gas station I worked at. 4 guys came in, and two had guns. THe total take of this big robbery was $48, and 4 cartons of Kool cigarettes! I had a gun at the back of my head the entire time. Was I scared? NO! I was pissed! One of the four guys was a regular customer and he ended up being the only one caught. He got 30 years for it.
The second time was about a year later, when a drugged up neighbor put a gun to my head after I knocked on his door to tell him to call another neighbor who bailed him out of jail a week before. He stood there in his little white briefs, screaming at me and my dog too, for several minutes. He was all coked up, and in the middle of it, the neighbor who had bailed him out of jail walked up behind him and pointed at the ground. He had his .45 in his hand and wanted me to drop so he could take him out. I couldn't figure out the hand signals, so I just stood there and let him rant. I wasn't scared at all, I was thinking how I was going to get him for this. He ended up apologizing the next morning, and nothing else ever happened between the two of us.
The third time I was going home one night, and this moron cut me off and I honked at him. He turned off and dissapeared, and then all of a sudden, shows up next to me a couple of miles down the road at a light. He starts screaming all kinds of nonsense at me, and I tried to ignore him, but finally lost my temper and said stuff back. When the light went green, I took off and left him far behind. I stopped at the grocery store for about 15 minutes, and when I came out, he was there, getting out of his car. With what appeared to be a .22 rifle. I guess he didn't expect me to be armed, but I was working in a Casino at the time, and carried a .357 and when I saw the gun, I ducked down behind a car and pulled my gun. He starts screaming at me, telling me he's going to shoot me, and as he walked around the front of the car between us, I cocked my gun, and his eyes popped out, and he he said, "Aww, forget it, man!" and jumped into his car and takes off. I was very shakey afterwards, because I was about one second away from blowing him away.
The cops picked him up before he got home to his trailer, and bust him for false plates, driving with a suspended license, brandishing a weapon, and having a loaded weapon in city limits. Of course, I told the police my gun wasn't loaded, and it wasn't, by the time they arrived!
The really wierd thing was when I went to another grocery store, the one I normally shopped at the next afternoon, the woman that ran the slot machines (Yes they have them in stores!) starts telling me about her hubby, soon to be ex hubby, getting arrested the night before for pointing a gun at a guy.. I just laughed, and told her it was me! She then says without missing a beat, "So why the hell didn't you shoot him?" LOL. I just shrugged my shoulders, and told her, "Well, doesn't almost count?" I ended up dating her for about 6 months after that. Her hubby was in jail the entire time and she divoriced him as soon as he got out. He died a couple of years later, in jail again. His drinking caught up with him, and he drowned in his own blood. Oh my!