I want to:
-Play multiplayer online games.
-Learn to master use gimp or advanced painting soft.
-Keep developing single player game.
But this is impossible, as I see.
Im working 8:00 to 17:00 ( so I am busy 6:00 to 18:00 ).
Next few hours is left for shopping, eating and watering. 22:00 go to sleep, because need to wake up early next day.
These 5/7 days, I find no time for multiplayer or programming at all.
During weekend, I am often too dizzy by a work. Getting no motivation to do anything.
And most case, worst of all. As I mentioned - I work full time job, and I earn 400-600 euro month. This is almost impossible to rent 1 room house - pay bills - buy food
all together. If I loose job temporary, I become homeless.
Living at parents house is only possible way. In parents house I dont build rules, neither have voice right.
In parents house I cant do multiplayer & programming. Since there is sister, who constantly injecting my PC components once my PC is turned on ( enought to enter UEFI, neccessary to boot OS ):
Resulting in: horrible internet connection;
PC will work bad: power chokes, explorer.exe crashes, small electric wave surges.
Negotiate is no way.
Overall it is bad. School was pain, now job is pain. Boring life continueing entire years. Any ideas? Have no family and no bank dept.
I want to:
-Play multiplayer online games.
-Learn to master use gimp or advanced painting soft.
-Keep developing single player game.
Is there some kind of option, to skip all that work and get room?
Once you audit it honestly, the reality of how much time you actually have available as a working adult stinks, especially if you want to be a healthy, high-energy person. I've found there are 4 keys to maintaining high energy:
1. Early bedtime with sufficient sleep for what your body requires
2. Macro-based diet (i.e. eat according to what your body requires for protein, carbs, and fats)
3. Exercise daily (30 minutes brisk cardio, minimum)
4. Stress management (I use GTD)
This produces two naturally-occurring results:
1. Energy
2. Motivation
If you don't foster a healthy environment on a daily basis for your body, then you are cutting off that natural spring of energy & motivation, so instead of having an internal motor powering you, you have to go & find it outside of yourself every day. This is how the majority of American lives, in a nutshell...kinda tired, kinda low energy, hunting around Netflix & the Internet for some kind of entertainment to fend off boredom & to feel some kind of motivation. Imagine the opposite situation:
1. Stay up late & don't get enough hours of sleep
2. Eat whatever you want, whenever you want
3. No exercise
4. No stress management = high stress, high anxiety, lack of preparedness, procrastination, etc.
It's basically choosing to live life on easy mode vs. hard mode. If you have to fight your body to feel good & have energy all day, that's a real chore, and as you've discovered, your weekends become wasted because you have no motivation to do anything. So step one is deciding to live a healthier life, because otherwise you're going to have a huge daily low-energy & no-motivation barrier to overcome, which is not fun to deal with at all. Step two is auditing your time & finding available pockets to work within. Can you listen to an audiobook while you work? Can you study during your commute? Can you work on your projects at lunch? It's really easy to window-shop projects & ideas & have wishlists of stuff to do, but being honest about (1) managing your energy, and (2) finding & using pockets of time throughout the day requires both work & a lifestyle shift. So let's break down your situation:
1. I'm assuming your job is low-paying in your area. The solution to that is education. Outside of your work hours, what training options are you pursuing to increase your monthly earnings? You are going to be working for at least the next 40 years, so it's worth figuring out what you want to do & then getting the education required to do it. It's also worth working on switching jobs to a comfortable living wage so that you're not stressed out about living paycheck to paycheck & becoming homeless.
2. It sounds like you have the option of living at home, although the rules are strict. If you do move back home, then take control of the situation: be honest with your parents about what your goals & what you're doing. Take over shopping, cooking, cleaning, and other household chores - make your parents & sister happy to have you home.
3. Get a sinewave battery for your computer to protect it from power surges, and put a BIOS password & Windows password on it so that your sister can't mess with it.
4. Create some plans & a schedule for all of your activities. This is where you whip up a work/life balance: when do you work, and when do you play? It's pretty easy to get sucked into video games all night; they are literally designed to be addictive. Even spending just 10 minutes a day learning GIMP or similar software would yield tremendous results over time...10 minutes a day, every day, is 60 hours of training per year - it really adds up! So what is your plan for studying GIMP? What is your plan for developing your single-player game? What is your plan to allow yourself some play-time, without getting sucked in for too long & ruining your schedule & your health?
In a nutshell, you have to shift to living a proactive life instead of a reactive one. It's easy to complain & look for shortcut options; it's hard to commit to real work (boring) & to change (requires effort & overcoming fear), especially when it involves putting yourself in situations you don't want to be in (like living with your parents). However, no one is holding a gun to your head...the world is your oyster! You can do anything you want to, you just can't do it immediately or without effort. I am a late-bloomer myself...I did terrible in high school, I did poorly for most of college, and had a string of low-paying, stressful jobs during that time. It took me awhile to figure things out & get my act together, but my life is a lot better these days - by choice & by effort.