- Dec 29, 1999
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btw i'm in college right now. if there is one person in this world i resent and hate the most it's my dad.. he constantly criticizes me, is devoid of any kind of emotion except for anger and contempt, and makes staying at home painful for me. Anything i do, he always puts me down. if i bring home a good grade like an A, he'll say why didn't u get an A+. And if i bring home an A+ he'll say that the class was too ez and i better have gotten an A+. He disapproves of my gf because she's a different ethnicity and its too hard to tell her that so i haven't introduced her to my family yet cuz of my dad. it's just sad to me that i used to look up to him and he never supported me in anything i was interested in. if there is one wish i could make is that i will grow up and become nothing like him, he is the antithesis of the father i'd like to be.. whenever i start thinking about my family i get depressed cuz the one person i expect ot be there for me with guy stuff is my dad but he just calls me a sissy if i bring up anything dealing with emotions. this makes it hard for me to come home because i do want to spend time with my mom but being constantly criticized by my dad is just too much and i honestly feel like socking him in the head sometimes.. sorry for ranting im done now.. go lakers