- Jan 16, 2001
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Hi there. Got home from Job#2 about 45 minutes ago...showered and eating leftover pizza. Leftover pizza is God.
Lots of very good, heartfelt advice here, and I appreciate that more than I could put into words. Really.
The bottom line is this: She is holding ALL the cards and she knows it. She has physical custody. I have JOINT custody, yes (yes, it's on paper in the visitation agreement) but the parent with PHYSICAL custody gets to make all the rules...you divorcees know this load of crap already.
My son knows I love him very much. I have talks with him on a regular basis. He knows that "Mommy and Daddy don't like each other much" ...his words, unfortunately. But I ensure that he knows that I love him very much. He smiles an honest smile and nods his head and gives me big hugs. That is priceless. I will never let her drive me away from my son; she's been trying for seven years and she has failed. Miserably. Yes, she's made my life hell. I am going bald, I have ulcers and I am honestly "this close" to a nervous breakdown...but I'm still here, bitch.
When my son was very young, her goal was to ruin me financially and professionally. She'd place random calls to my then supervisor informing him that I wasn't paying my child support. What a stupid woman; my child support is garnished from my paycheck (common practice in TX) it was either that or write her a check every month. That was a no-brainer. I didn't get in trouble for not paying my CS; I got in trouble b/c she was being a nuisance. She knew this, so she kept on doing it. Bitch.
Now that he's older, her goal is to make me look bad in my son's eyes. She keeps trying, I keep bringing my son closer to me. I involve him when I have him. He "helps" me cook. "Helps" me clean. I've even taught (tried....) him how to make his own PB&J sandwich. (Note to parents: don't do this.....peanut butter is a PITA to get out of carpet......)
When he's w/me, he feels vital, important and loved. I make sure of it. Thanks.
Lots of very good, heartfelt advice here, and I appreciate that more than I could put into words. Really.
The bottom line is this: She is holding ALL the cards and she knows it. She has physical custody. I have JOINT custody, yes (yes, it's on paper in the visitation agreement) but the parent with PHYSICAL custody gets to make all the rules...you divorcees know this load of crap already.
My son knows I love him very much. I have talks with him on a regular basis. He knows that "Mommy and Daddy don't like each other much" ...his words, unfortunately. But I ensure that he knows that I love him very much. He smiles an honest smile and nods his head and gives me big hugs. That is priceless. I will never let her drive me away from my son; she's been trying for seven years and she has failed. Miserably. Yes, she's made my life hell. I am going bald, I have ulcers and I am honestly "this close" to a nervous breakdown...but I'm still here, bitch.
When my son was very young, her goal was to ruin me financially and professionally. She'd place random calls to my then supervisor informing him that I wasn't paying my child support. What a stupid woman; my child support is garnished from my paycheck (common practice in TX) it was either that or write her a check every month. That was a no-brainer. I didn't get in trouble for not paying my CS; I got in trouble b/c she was being a nuisance. She knew this, so she kept on doing it. Bitch.
Now that he's older, her goal is to make me look bad in my son's eyes. She keeps trying, I keep bringing my son closer to me. I involve him when I have him. He "helps" me cook. "Helps" me clean. I've even taught (tried....) him how to make his own PB&J sandwich. (Note to parents: don't do this.....peanut butter is a PITA to get out of carpet......)
When he's w/me, he feels vital, important and loved. I make sure of it. Thanks.