If you can know the exact date and time of your death, but not from what

[amdhunter]

My father passed away a month ago and I've been obsessed with death ever since. I have had a few small panic attacks because of it. At least I think I am having them. I can't sleep at night either because I get immersed in thoughts of death.

I don't want to know my time to go. I can't accept the fact that I will die one day. The past month has been so bad I even felt suicidy at points - just so I can just be over with it.

I don't care when I die. I just hope I go in my sleep or instantly without warning.

I am mentally fucked these past few weeks...lol

 

[Mixolydian]

My father passed away a month ago and I've been obsessed with death ever since. I have had a few small panic attacks because of it. At least I think I am having them. I can't sleep at night either because I get immersed in thoughts of death.

I don't want to know my time to go. I can't accept the fact that I will die one day. The past month has been so bad I even felt suicidy at points - just so I can just be over with it.

I don't care when I die. I just hope I go in my sleep or instantly without warning.

I am mentally fucked these past few weeks...lol

Sorry for your loss.

 

[amdhunter]

Sorry for your loss.

Thanks, I feel better lately, but the thoughts of death have really messed me up bad.

 

[sze5003]

Hang in there amdhunter sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how hard it must be to loose family especially parents. Even though mine may have been tough and annoying at times even so that my relationship with my dad has gone pretty much non existent now, I would still feel just as sad and depressed if he passed away.

I guess knowing when would change everything about how I go about my life. But I'm not afraid to go. It will happen one day that's the mystery of life. When I get on my bike I can probably say yea I may go out today no matter how much I look like a power ranger with all my gear.

But things like that still don't stop me from what I may or may not do that day. Gotta live and look forward to whatever you can and try not to worry so much no matter how easy it is to say that rather than doing so.

 

[SmoochyTX]

I would not want to know.

 

[Geosurface]

So wait, if I knew for a fact I would die at some time 30 years from now, for instance, would that effectively mean I was invincible until then? Or at least, could not be fatally wounded?

Because I could do some cool stuff if I knew for a fact I'd survive. Of course, I could still spend years as a vegetable or paralyzed...

 

[Slew Foot]

Wasnt the movie Big Fish kinda based on something like this? Once you know when/what kills you, you're effectively invincible until then.