IS this some kind of disorder?...

[platinumike]

I usually dont talk about feelings here, im hoping for no jackass responses, but I think this may be depression, and im just in denial of it. When im at school/work im really talkative and will meet alot of people, sometimes I hang out with friends on the weekends, the ones i wanna hang out with seem too busy, and the ones that have nothing to do are negative people that i try not to be around too often. I dont have any real friends, only people that i would call to go do something with every once in a while.(yes im gratfeul for this)

I've been trying to diagnose myself and I think i may be going crazy in the end, I've been trying to find hapiness within myself and not in girls/friends/other aquantances, so i stay really active, either workout,run,swim,play basketball just about every day, to better myself.

All is well with me, no one I know would have any idea that anything is wrong with me, but when im by myself like right now i feel like the worst thing in the world, and so depressed wishing i could just shut myself off. From my diagnosis i think i have found that I only want what I cant have. The other day i met an attractive happy young las, part of me says I would like to take her out some time and get to know her, the other part says i have to keep hunting and meeting more people, which has only proven so far to be useless. Phew, glad I got that out, gonna go grab something to eat. PEACE.

 

[yankeesfan]

I am like you, but I don't care.

 

[radioouman]

The pursuit drives me nuts dealing with women. I love to pursue relationships. It goes so far as I will get bored in a relationship and pursue another women thinking that she is better, but she really isn't. And if there is another guy in there that is trying to get her attention, that is even better. I love the challenge.

The problem is that I ignore my true friends.

 

[sic wil]

Congrats, you've diagnosed yourself with 'humanism.' You're normal.

 

[platinumike]

Originally posted by: radioouman
The pursuit drives me nuts dealing with women. I love to pursue relationships. It goes so far as I will get bored in a relationship and pursue another women thinking that she is better, but she really isn't. And if there is another guy in there that is trying to get her attention, that is even better. I love the challenge.

The problem is that I ignore my true friends.

ya radio that sounds similar to me. A few weeks ago i went to visit an old workplace and was talking to this really hot chick there, but I was never really attracted to her, i was one of the few guys that would ever talk to her, when I saw some new dude give a big smile and try to mac with her, it completely set me into a different mood, I think its Nature to envy another man who had the some potential as you, especially with women. Anyways, i wasnt trying to point my post into women.