- Oct 22, 2003
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Well my girlfriend and I have called it quits. I made rash and dumb decisions in the past that led up to this...but that's a novel in itself.
I held back all of my love for anyone because the last time I fell in love and had my heartbroken I wanted to kill myself. Now that her and I have broken up i'm almost to the same point. I always thought being strong meant to not let anything in...boy was I wrong. It's hard for me to reach that happy medium to letting the feeling of love in and being strong. Time for some changes in my life. Ever since I was promoted to a supervisor in the company I work for everything is resting on my shoulders..now this. Feels like the world is caving in.
Rant, rave, emo, call it what you want. I'm going through some pain right now. I'm not a teenager but a 30 year old man feeling lost. Thanks for listening.
I held back all of my love for anyone because the last time I fell in love and had my heartbroken I wanted to kill myself. Now that her and I have broken up i'm almost to the same point. I always thought being strong meant to not let anything in...boy was I wrong. It's hard for me to reach that happy medium to letting the feeling of love in and being strong. Time for some changes in my life. Ever since I was promoted to a supervisor in the company I work for everything is resting on my shoulders..now this. Feels like the world is caving in.
Rant, rave, emo, call it what you want. I'm going through some pain right now. I'm not a teenager but a 30 year old man feeling lost. Thanks for listening.