I want everyone here to know how much Mrs. Ned and I appreciate your kind words. We're having a really tough time with this. I'm crying at work while I type this out... We'll never have children, so Coda was as close as we'll ever come.
Last night when we got home from the vet we started realizing how everything in our lives has some element of Coda in it. Mundane things - like how I have gotten in the habit of closing the toilet lid so she would never discover the magic fountain. Or how when the coffee pot timer beeps in the morning she used to start whining. Or how she won't greet me at the door with her plastic frog in her mouth anymore. Every day I would walk in the woods with her... I don't know how I'm going to be able to enjoy that anymore without her.
It's heartbreaking, but we knew from the day we got her as a puppy that we would face this day. She brought us so much joy for nearly 12 years. We'll move on, and we'll probably get another dog someday, but it's going to take some time.
Once again, my sincere thanks - it helps me and the wife much more than you may realize,
Dean