- Dec 9, 2000
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I've posted about this before, but I'm gonna do it again.
I met this girl back on January 24. Started going out February 17. Fell completely in love with her. She broke up with me on April 21 because of our differences that she wasn't willing to resolve at that time. June comes around and she talks about getting back together. Then, I think she regrets saying that (I sent her a big ass email about how I love her and blah blah blah) and we don't talk the whole month of July. Then we kinda talked a little bit and both of us wanted to go out together before I leave for college next week so we went out last night.
Had a nice dinner ($55 bill - I paid of course) then rode around the beach. We talked but I don't think she wanted to talk about "us" so it was more or less friendly chit-chat. I took her home, gave her a big hug, came home, realize how much I still love her.
I don't think she wants to get back together, although I'm not sure, I'm going to college next week (280 miles away) but I would be able to come home every 3 weeks. I don't know if that bothers her because she is very very busy with sports and school on the weekends so she wouldn't be able to see me if I was home anyway.
The part that scares me so much is how much I love her. She used to be this perfect angel that I thought did no wrong, but I realized how much she hurt me (and others she has hurt) but I still manage to overlook all that. Many of my friends have told me I would never love anyone as much as her (even though we only went out for 2 months, 4 days, she was still my first love) and that is just too much for me to accept.
I want to be married and have a great life one day, but I want to be able to love another girl as much as I love her, but I'm not sure I'll ever be able to.
Any one with similiar experiences?
I met this girl back on January 24. Started going out February 17. Fell completely in love with her. She broke up with me on April 21 because of our differences that she wasn't willing to resolve at that time. June comes around and she talks about getting back together. Then, I think she regrets saying that (I sent her a big ass email about how I love her and blah blah blah) and we don't talk the whole month of July. Then we kinda talked a little bit and both of us wanted to go out together before I leave for college next week so we went out last night.
Had a nice dinner ($55 bill - I paid of course) then rode around the beach. We talked but I don't think she wanted to talk about "us" so it was more or less friendly chit-chat. I took her home, gave her a big hug, came home, realize how much I still love her.
I don't think she wants to get back together, although I'm not sure, I'm going to college next week (280 miles away) but I would be able to come home every 3 weeks. I don't know if that bothers her because she is very very busy with sports and school on the weekends so she wouldn't be able to see me if I was home anyway.
The part that scares me so much is how much I love her. She used to be this perfect angel that I thought did no wrong, but I realized how much she hurt me (and others she has hurt) but I still manage to overlook all that. Many of my friends have told me I would never love anyone as much as her (even though we only went out for 2 months, 4 days, she was still my first love) and that is just too much for me to accept.
I want to be married and have a great life one day, but I want to be able to love another girl as much as I love her, but I'm not sure I'll ever be able to.
Any one with similiar experiences?