man, i couldn't even begin to imagine life without any of my parents. but it's weird, lately, i'm starting to think about how i would feel. i am now 20 and my father is at the age of 60. my mom is in her late 40's and has some kind of abnormal lump (which she got checked). recently, i've been having sort of ominous dreams about her, i hope this is not a bad sign of things related to it...
...well, anyway, i'm sorry about your loss, and stay strong.