Finally back home. Pretty much against my will, Cali was amazing. I didn't do any true exercise while I was away we did manage to walk no less than 5 miles a day and some days we were over 10 miles so I guess that counts for something. I managed to come in second at the Pan Am's which is the largest tournament of the year, Worlds sounds like it should be bigger but apparently since this was early in the year less people are hurt/distracted/whatever. I lost in the finals on points because my opponent refused to engage he pretty much stayed square making it very difficult to go for any takedowns(which I suck at anyway) I pulled guard which he managed to pass while I was trying to sweep and he sat there super defensive the rest of the match. I attempted to bait him with my arm and back on numerous occasions but he was content being up on points and refused to budge. As I've told several people that I've talked to about it since then, I would have been more than happy to lose to someone I felt was better than me or submitted me. Even if I was subbed in the first 30 seconds would feel better. That said taking second at the largest international tournament in the United States is pretty freaking awesome. I don't think it's completely set in, yet.
The best part of not working a 8-5 was that it gave me tons of time to think about what it is I'm doing with my life and how I can change gears and do something I love and encourage others do follow their dreams rather than grinding away to just pay the bills and everything else is just a hobby. Nothing is set it stone yet but I'm working on a couple promising sponsorships and I'm going to see about teaching a little jiujitsu just to help my game and maybe boost my credentials a bit. At this point I'm just looking to see how much interest there is in me and what I love (being big, strong and choking people). I actually have a couple questions for the people that check in on this thread. Would any of you follow a blog and/or be interested in following a fan page/twitter/whatever other social media I might be thinking about setting up? How many of you care about anything I type outside of the numbers I put up? And does anyone reading this know of anyone that might be interested in someone like me for anything (sponsors, motivation, philosophy of my sports or life in general, coaching, just bullshitting back and forth about anything really). I'm not looking for handouts just getting a feel for where I stand in reality vs just in my head. Feel free to PM me or reply in the thread whichever works for me. Thanks!