i have no idea whats up with me..
i dont know what kindof phase im going through.. i used to be really quick and witty and i used to make good conversations and i was never at a loss for words.. i could have an opinion and defend it in a debate.. now, i cant even find words to explain what i mean.. is my vocabulary completely shot?, should i read more?.. i dont know what im going through..
its incredibly frustrating.. i do better in my studies, and worse socially.. i dont know whats going on.. its incredibly hard for me to articulate.. i cant even form a question.. i need to get out of this funk.. i'm stuck at home, my friends are all busy, i dont have a car, and i need a hobby.. this is really hurting my self confidence... im starting to feel nervous in front of people.. really self-concious.. i've never felt this way before and its really wierd...
oh, and i broke up with my boyfriend because he lied to me about attending school.. he lied to me about the college he went to, and his job.. so i dont know whats going on with me..
i know its kindof bloggish, but i really need to know some questions i can ask myself.. what is important to me? i dont know.. my mind is mush.. i need some priorities besides home life.. i cant even watch movies in peace.. i end up watching some old disney movies, not even law and order anymore.. everything makes me sad.. i think its some type of depression, bt i need a way out of it.. any suggestions?
this is really wierd.. im a totally different person.. and i dont like it at all.. i feel like i'm ashamed of myself and i have no clue why..
this feels like some high school shit, and i dont like it.. i know this seems really bloggish and its hard to read.. sorry, its whatever.. i explained, mind is mush.. stop complaining, thats my job.. i think i'm doing a pretty good job at it..
itd be great if some posters provided advice.. suggestions?, words of wisdom, good quotes?, erm.. anything really..
stop bitching about how i write.. as u can see, i already know its a problem..
posts that actually provide some type of help will be much appreciated.. thanks
i dont know what kindof phase im going through.. i used to be really quick and witty and i used to make good conversations and i was never at a loss for words.. i could have an opinion and defend it in a debate.. now, i cant even find words to explain what i mean.. is my vocabulary completely shot?, should i read more?.. i dont know what im going through..
its incredibly frustrating.. i do better in my studies, and worse socially.. i dont know whats going on.. its incredibly hard for me to articulate.. i cant even form a question.. i need to get out of this funk.. i'm stuck at home, my friends are all busy, i dont have a car, and i need a hobby.. this is really hurting my self confidence... im starting to feel nervous in front of people.. really self-concious.. i've never felt this way before and its really wierd...
oh, and i broke up with my boyfriend because he lied to me about attending school.. he lied to me about the college he went to, and his job.. so i dont know whats going on with me..
i know its kindof bloggish, but i really need to know some questions i can ask myself.. what is important to me? i dont know.. my mind is mush.. i need some priorities besides home life.. i cant even watch movies in peace.. i end up watching some old disney movies, not even law and order anymore.. everything makes me sad.. i think its some type of depression, bt i need a way out of it.. any suggestions?
this is really wierd.. im a totally different person.. and i dont like it at all.. i feel like i'm ashamed of myself and i have no clue why..
this feels like some high school shit, and i dont like it.. i know this seems really bloggish and its hard to read.. sorry, its whatever.. i explained, mind is mush.. stop complaining, thats my job.. i think i'm doing a pretty good job at it..
itd be great if some posters provided advice.. suggestions?, words of wisdom, good quotes?, erm.. anything really..
stop bitching about how i write.. as u can see, i already know its a problem..
posts that actually provide some type of help will be much appreciated.. thanks