Today I took a little tour around Twitter. It’s easy to to dehumanize Russian soldiers for their part in the war and call them orcs. But, looking at the dead bodies of Russian soldiers strewn about the woods and fields around Avdiivka - I’m struck by that fact that I have become numb to the horror of war. It’s easier to pretend I’m an accountant - tallying up losses dispassionately. Maybe it’s the only way to act if one wants to follow this war without becoming depressed.
I in no way intend to diminish the devastation visited upon Ukraine's people and cities. Nor those UKR soldiers who have given the last full measure of their lives protecting their country against a completely unjustified war. Just noticing my own thoughts and feelings and though it might be good to share.
I just want it to end. I accept the only way it's going to do so is with Russian forces driven out entirely, because they are clearly the aggressor (hopefully to be followed by the fall of a humiliated Putin - and everyone will just have to cope with whatever chaos follows that) but I can't take any glee in any of it, I just wish it would be over.