Alright, I just got back in for the night, and I figured I'd post this on here to see what you fellow.
Oh god, before we start, those sumo suit things ROCK! I was having so much fun in one of the suits (too bad I look like a sumo without the suit on ) and then the popular guys ruined it. They dcame over and started pushing me around telling me that Idon't need a sumo suit. Insensitive pricks.
I just got home from a night at the local wal mart, the popular crew from my school was hanging out. I wanted to get your guys thoughts.
Today while we were there they introduced these new like wicked sheds and slides and stuff, and all the popular kids were playing on it. It was like one of those deals where you can leav when you want.
We live in a small town so the local wal mart also has a nwe pool thing out front. It was pretty nice, it was a rednecks dream! After everyone started jumping in the pool I kept becoming nervous about what people would think of me, well, my body. As the night went on the fears began to intensify. I mean, I like swimming and all, but there's no fun when all the popular hot guys with their ripped 6 pack abs are getting all the ladies and I'm sitting at the side talking to a few losers.
I used to not be really fat, but I've gaine da lot of weight this year becuase I eat when I'm depressed, and my life gets me really depressed.
I decided to just leave and went over to my friend Bobs house. I mean, noone wants to see my ugly body and face when Richy and Mikie are all ripped and stuff. I was just doing the world a favor. I mean, why can't I be perfect like them?
Do you guys think I should have stayed? I mean, do girls really care about personality. Enough to get by my physical downfalls? Imean, I'm a nice guy and stuff...will girls really see that.
People tell me all the time I'm not ugly and stuff like that, and one girl even said she like dme once, but I just feel like they tell me that to try and stop me from feeling bad. I mean, I *KNOW* I'm not hot...so why would they say that stuff to me? obviously they know that I feel i'm ugly, and want to make me think otherwise.
Oh god, before we start, those sumo suit things ROCK! I was having so much fun in one of the suits (too bad I look like a sumo without the suit on ) and then the popular guys ruined it. They dcame over and started pushing me around telling me that Idon't need a sumo suit. Insensitive pricks.
I just got home from a night at the local wal mart, the popular crew from my school was hanging out. I wanted to get your guys thoughts.
Today while we were there they introduced these new like wicked sheds and slides and stuff, and all the popular kids were playing on it. It was like one of those deals where you can leav when you want.
We live in a small town so the local wal mart also has a nwe pool thing out front. It was pretty nice, it was a rednecks dream! After everyone started jumping in the pool I kept becoming nervous about what people would think of me, well, my body. As the night went on the fears began to intensify. I mean, I like swimming and all, but there's no fun when all the popular hot guys with their ripped 6 pack abs are getting all the ladies and I'm sitting at the side talking to a few losers.
I used to not be really fat, but I've gaine da lot of weight this year becuase I eat when I'm depressed, and my life gets me really depressed.
I decided to just leave and went over to my friend Bobs house. I mean, noone wants to see my ugly body and face when Richy and Mikie are all ripped and stuff. I was just doing the world a favor. I mean, why can't I be perfect like them?
Do you guys think I should have stayed? I mean, do girls really care about personality. Enough to get by my physical downfalls? Imean, I'm a nice guy and stuff...will girls really see that.
People tell me all the time I'm not ugly and stuff like that, and one girl even said she like dme once, but I just feel like they tell me that to try and stop me from feeling bad. I mean, I *KNOW* I'm not hot...so why would they say that stuff to me? obviously they know that I feel i'm ugly, and want to make me think otherwise.