Answer one of my two questions from my post.
Why do you believe there is an afterlife? Why do you believe there is a God?
Both valid questions, if I had an answer it would be nice. It fits how I feel, much like the reason why I donate time to charity, or ride my Mountain bike, drink a beer, go to the museum or sit and watch the sunset with my wife. I can't define why, any more than I could define any other abstract emotion.
That's the nature of emotions. They exist, and nobody can say they don't. They can be demonstrated via physical expression of that emotion, but neither the actual reason or source, nor the actually thoughts behind the physical manifestation of that emotion can be definitively shown. We aren't "in" that persons head.
We, as reasonable people may try to deduce the reasoning behind someone's actions, by attempting to use our own recollections of our own situational actions, coupled with collective memories of recalled statements from others (books, teachings movies, drama etc), to try and deduce why, but ultimately it will fail, because the reality is that that person could have just lied about everything, or nothing as far as what they were thinking.
I can smile and say "Have a great day!" to a stranger and what I really mean is "You lousy sonofabitch! I slashed your tires because you parked in my spot, and THAT makes my morning just that much better!" That person would be unaware of the source of my happiness, and to them I am a good samaritan, genuinely wanting them to have a great day.
That's why in law, a trial by jury is more fair, because one persons being, is not the same as another's. It would truly be easy if we all shared identical thought patterns, identical levels of understanding and reactions to actions around us. No need for laws, since all would be the same.
Since we are NOT the same, that is illogical. Almost illogical as asking how MUCH love do you have for your child....what? Three pounds? 200 dollars worth? These statements sound absurd because they are are. Why did you want a child in the first place? I know! the first thought was that you wanted to continue the genetic line for the betterment of the species (Someone actually told me that once)......then immediately thought about ball games with your little boy, or Tea parties and little Easter dresses for the girl. The reasoning behind having a child might have some vague basis in logic (or not), but once the child is born and pulls on your beard the first time, the logic begins to fade, and they become more than your genetic lineage. Some may say you will continue to have these illogical feeling so that you will want to nourish the child until they are old enough to continue the genetic lineage. OK, now they are older, can't reproduce, and both of you have back injuries from the same car crash and can't work. What then? Your/their value becomes nothing? Why are you both still here, and not put back into the food chain?
All great questions without answers.
Back to your question, because it is a GREAT One! Why do I believe in a higher power? Because it feels right to me, and the unanswered questions I raised (and thousands of other questions) are easier for me to accept and deal with, while I have faith in a higher being. My faith drives me to be more than I am. It provides hope that I may please someone other than myself, and that this life, as hard as it gets sometimes, is nothing more than a test, that I alone may pass or fail by my own merits.
M