I am not, but your biological mechanisms doesn't explain to me a lot of things. I'm using my own brains of analyzation and have scoured my sorroundings, I have pondered at the beauty of a nice-looking female, of a daisy flower, the birth of a child, of how timely the Sun shines above us and sets down at the end of the day, how a tree grows out of NOTHING and provides us fruits for our sustenance, how a human brain is "self-aware" and is able to build things that exceeds our bodily capacities (such as flying). Deducing from all these observations I have concluded that the universe and us are not the product of a blind explosion, something superior and intelligent built it.
First, if you have pontificated on so many worldly beauties you should also know of one called a SPELL CHECKER.
Use it.
Second, your grammar is horrible. Don't try to talk fancy if you have trouble with even the simple.
And you keep compressing 1.5 billion years into an instant. You cannot compare an explosion to a billion years. It simply does not work that way.
Your associations are also weak. The sun being timely? Yeah, it sets right at sunset like it should! That is INCREDIBLY stupid. We EVOLVED on a solar schedule. We also evolved on a lunar one (menstruation would be a good example). Saying that they fit us has it ass backwards.
Your inability to see beauty as being random is just sad. Everything may have an explanation, but not everything has a reason.
How can something that blindly and randomly came into existance in some organic soup (first cells) billions of years ago be able to form and produce a living being (fetus) and form it for 9 months until it comes out as a human being?
By evolution. One group was able to replicate when millions of other combos could not. Eventually one did better than the others and became more proliferant. The growth spread and some did better in some areas than others.
You get a few billion years and stuff can happen.
These blind dumb cells also produced every genre of animal species out there too? No I don't think so.
These cells did not PLAN this you doofus. You seem to think that someone laid out an evolutionary schedule for 1.5 billion years.
Yeah, a comittee of 1 celled organisms got together and planned their own evolution into man.
You are conflating too many things together and ruling out some because you do not understand them and they conflict with your own simple, magical solution.
Again, just ask yourself. Does God need to work with a magic wand, or is "he" really the one that used the way things were to make what is now?