Like other people said, go out and do something other than work. You admitted yourself that you aren't the next Von Braun, so why hold yourself so high. Your skills are dime a dozen, if you haven't realized that yet in college, then you really missed something; figured that out in my first year.
I'm one year from getting my Civil Engineering degree, and haven't found an internship or any job related to it yet. Ok, I did, but turned it down cause the pay was worse than working for the welfare office (half of this). My current job sucks too so I look for stuff to do outside.
On a final note, you seem to have lots and lots of book smarts. You'll find that this will get you half-way or less in the real world. It's all about people skills you won't get from reading the next magazine religiously.
I'm one year from getting my Civil Engineering degree, and haven't found an internship or any job related to it yet. Ok, I did, but turned it down cause the pay was worse than working for the welfare office (half of this). My current job sucks too so I look for stuff to do outside.
On a final note, you seem to have lots and lots of book smarts. You'll find that this will get you half-way or less in the real world. It's all about people skills you won't get from reading the next magazine religiously.