If it's true, as you claim, that the Zimmerman case has singlehandedly changed you, at age 30-whatever, from a diehard lifetime Democrat into an overtly bigoted "independent" who leans Republican, you are mentally unstable to the point that you belong in an institution.
Not singlehandedly, the case and the way the leftist media and African Americans at large framed it, reacted to it, mobilized because of it, etc acted rather as a catalyst or tipping point for me.
A catalyst to crystallize intuitions and understandings and suspicions I'd had about a whole host of things for a long time but had avoided coming to grips with the implications of.
When you suddenly realize the people you've identified with value racial pandering and vengeance more than the law or justice or the truth, it's hard to want to stay associated with them. It can get you headed down a path of thought... and if you had ideas which you'd shoved to the back of your brain which tie into it, they can very easily come rushing to the forefront.
And when you suddenly realize that most African Americans side with "their own" no matter the particulars of a situation, it can be very disillusioning and make you feel like maybe you have to think a bit more about "your own" in a reactive way to that.
Make no mistake, nothing I've undergone recently has changed my understanding of the fact that there are plenty of fantastic, brilliant black people out there, I happen to think Barack Obama is one of them. I no longer agree with his politics, by and large... but I continue to view him as a very positive figure and a well-meaning, intelligent, good man. He also seems to have a lovely family.
I think there are fantastic, brilliant people in all racial groups, I just happen to think there are good evolutionary reasons why the PERCENTAGES of them within each group may not be equal. May NEVER be equal.
I sincerely hope I'm wrong in that, and that's the truth.
I have no use for the republican party, and maintain my decades long hatred for them. I just now hate the democrats about as much. I think both of them act out of motivations that they largely feel are for the good of the country and the world, and both are right on some things. My main gripe with both is being completely beholden to special interests and moneyed lobbyists, corporations, etc. I dislike how we've fallen into a two party rut, and that the daylight between them is so slim lately.
I disliked Romney more than I disliked Obama, Romney seems like a disconnected, chickenhawk, greedy piece of shit who was born with a silver spoon in his mouth and convinced himself he was the source of his own wealth. His father sounds like he was a much better man than him.
I dislike his dodging of Vietnam by hiding in France, I dislike it particularly because he is from the party that supports just about every war possible. I have no doubt he would've done the same. I know he supported Vietnam, the war he avoided. I know he had 5 sons who could've served, and didn't.
I dislike that he basically operated under a predatory model of destroying companies for personal gain. Republicans like him wave the flag a lot but they will gladly sell this country out in the form of illegal immigrant labor, shipping jobs overseas, outsourcing, moving factories to China, etc. When forced to pay a decent wage, they run for the hills... even though they would've still been filthy rich even paying that wage. And they have the audacity to claim to be patriots.
Anyway... both parties suck a massive pair of testicles. I'm unsure which is worse anymore.
Maybe I'm just going through a temporary period of disillusion from which I will return to my "non-racist" / uber-liberal roots. I doubt it though. We'll see.
Your constant allusions to mental health problems are tiresome, juvenile, and baseless. A normal man, in the course of his life, reassesses his beliefs when given valid reason to do so. Or just often as a consequence of getting older. You should attempt to raise the maturity and civility level of your discourse.