when i said everything seems so great about this girl, i'm just waiting for somethnig to go wrong. well it did. she's so stressed having a dobule major and being pre-law. ever since january 8th we have spent every weekend together until this past weekend. we did kind of rush it but we realized that before it was to late. we both like each other but i tend to get attatched quickly only leaving me to get hurt after it's all said and done. a few weeks ago she started doing a few more jobs making her schedule very hard. i didn't get to see her this weekend so that we could go do stuff with our friends since we didn't want to forget about our friends like her and I have both done in previous relationships.
i guess i kind of messed up by pressuring her sometimes, like last night she had to study and i kept calling even after she said she would call me back after she was done. she didn't since i kept calling. i have a bad habit of going after females. i don't know what's going to happen with me and lauren but either way i still think she is an awesome person.
sorry for the long post, maybe i should just make a thread.
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