im thinking about how im not going to college, and every one else is, and how sure i have a decent job now, but with out that diploma, i'll feel like an idiot, because i could handle college, but dont want to spend the money, dont have it to spend, not sure where to go, and all pissed cause my boss brought the subject up and now i cant think of anything else, and i was in a good mood, but i'm depressed. and how this pc is such a piece, it bogs down when i try to attach a 400k file to email, and i have to send a 2 mb one now, and it'll slow it down forever, and i'd like to go to MIT but i'm not financially proficient enough, I'm smart enough, but didn't go to the right high school, nor do i have the cash, or any chance of scolarships because all i am is a chunky smart white guy. i'm not a dumb jock or any other thing that qualifys for scolarships, just smart, so i get screwed, thank you much boss for making me think about this. . . eeerrrrghh :|:|:|:|:|:|:|