I used to study with various religious people and have long discussions about God when I as a younger man. I came to the conclusion that people who attribute the power of prayer to healing or any other kind of benefit are basically saying God is a conceited asshat.
If he has the ability to save then he has to take responsibility for the evil that he allows the innocent to suffer as well. When you hear stories of a baby being microwaved to death by a crack-head mother, what, did the baby not pray enough for God to save it? Was its suffering no big deal because it will then live forever in a magic sky place?
The evil of man convinced me that God does not exist. If he does, and he has the power to alleviate the suffering of the innocent, but only if you pay him his props, then I want no part of him.
If Jesus comes back and is as represented in the Bible, love one another, etc., then I would fight on his side. If I found out he had the power all along to stop human suffering then I'd have some harsh questions for him. If he answered that we had to learn our lesson the hard way then fuck him.
If a parent treated their children that way we would put them in prison for it. Why is it acceptable for the supposedly loving, ultimate parent of mankind to do so?
Why are we so angry at God for man's decisions? Because man chooses to raise the sword and do despicable things to one another that suddenly it's now God's fault? James 4:2 (NAS) describes it best when he sums up the reasons as to why man does terrible things to one another, "You lust and do not have; so you commit murder. You are envious and cannot obtain; so you fight and quarrel. You do not have because you do not ask."
A lot of individuals, especially on this message board, are very confused when it comes to understanding God's will. Not that I blame them or fault you guys for it; hardly any of you read the Bible. I wouldn't intimately know Nathaniel Hawthorne's work unless I read it, and the same goes for God's word. So I'll break it down so it's much easier to understand.
God's Will - That His creations honor and worship Him and choose to love Him (that's the key part) in the way he deserves. Before anyone balks and considers that a highly conceited standpoint, understand that God is not malevolent. He is perfect in every way, more powerful than you can possibly imagine, and loves you more than you can even begin to fathom. He wants only what's best for you, and knows exactly how to orchestrate that. He loves you so much, in fact, that he sacrificed His only son so that you would have the opportunity to be with Him. How many of you guys would do that?
Nothing you can do will stop God's Will from happening. No matter what Satan does, or what man does, God's Will will continue to carry on. The key here is that you can either choose to be apart of that, or you don't. God still loves you even if you choose not to be a part of that.
Moving on...
God's Will For Man - Wait, what? Didn't we just discuss God's Will? You mean God has a will for man that's separate from the divine decree? Yes, and this is where we, as humans, consistently fall short. God's will for man, however, is fairly simple. It is:
1. To be saved.
2. To live a sanctified life.
3. To allow the Holy Spirit to live through us.
4. To love and be giving.
5. To suffer. This is a misunderstood part. God doesn't intentionally cause malevolent suffering upon you, but he will use the opportunity of the hardships you experience to bring you closer to Him.
It is only by living a life in accordance to God's will for us that we truly experience the true blessings and joys of what the Lord has to offer. I'm also a firm believer that when we live a life in accordance to God's will that you don't get the horrors of what the world has to offer: Mass extermination, microwaved babies, endless poverty, etc.
The unfortunate reality is though is that we chose to introduce sin into our world, and the horrors that you see around you are a result of just that. God very explicitly warned us exactly what would happen as a result, and you can read it for yourselves in Genesis 3:14-19. But he gave us a way out. We don't have to live a life controlled by our sin. His Word is there. His blessings upon you are ready for taking. You just have to choose to accept it.
So instead, consider this alternate viewpoint: Many ask where God was when Hitler decided to slaughter 35 million people. Where was God when the Tutsis were being slaughtered? And ISIS? How can God allow that? I challenge you to think from the other perspective. Where was Hitler when God was trying to tell him, "There's a better way." Was Hitler listening? Where was Pol Pot when the Bible was right in front of him? Was he purposefully ignoring Him? And ISIS? God doesn't allow that. That's not His way, and the individuals who choose to be a part of that organization will be judged accordingly unless they turn from their ways.
So in closing, please don't be angry with God because of poor decisions mankind has chosen to make. Don't blame Him for that. You don't blame you boss or your best friend because your wife decided to leave you. All around the world, people will disappoint you. God, however, will not, and if you choose to be a part of His ways, I guarantee you that it will be the best decision you've ever made.
It was mine.