Kaido
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- Feb 14, 2004
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Question to you guys that have experienced and are describing for us what it's like to suffer from major depression.
Would you say that your depression or mental illnesses would change if tomorrow you wake up and are all of a sudden in an entirely different situation. Few examples - but certainly not limited to these:
1) You wake up and are a soldier that is deployed - you are in a platoon with your close friends you've made over the months of being forced to be together.
2) You wake up and are in the middle of a random nation (middle-east, India, China, Europe even). You have jack shit for money.
3) You wake up on a tropical island you own as a successful businessman - but a very busy one - with a banging hot 10/10 wife and multiple kids.
I'm just genuinely curious how a depressed mind acts when all of the things that previously messed with their brain chemicals are instantly replaced with questions like "Oh, how will I eat?". Not insinuating it will, just opening a discussion. As someone that has had my own neurological issues - I can definitely say when you change a situation - my brain certainly doesn't act the same as it once did.
Personally, I think that pretty much everyone will go through a period of depression in their life, no matter what your situation is in this world - even if you're working in a sweat-shop in a third-world country or if you're a famous multi-millionaire. It's almost like a rite of passage in the human experience. The trigger may be different (loss of a loved one, health issue, or other change in your situation), but it kind of forces you to grow up & mature in certain ways, and to re-evaluate your life & what's important & what isn't.
Depression is weird because it's not quite as advertised. It's not always 100% numbness across the board. There are peaks & valleys. Distractions feel good, which is why many people use vices like alcohol or drugs, or spend endless hours online or at casinos or playing video games - it makes you forget about your problems for awhile & at least lets you enjoy some level of comfort from not having to think about your situation or how you're feeling.
It's also a dangerous trap, because you don't feel like doing anything & you don't feel like trying, so you work yourself into a viscous cycle where you eat poorly, stay up too late, don't get enough sleep, don't exercise, and eventually start being late to things & not taking care of yourself. Moreso in first-world countries, because we have more creature comforts. In really bad parts of the world, if you're facing hunger or danger, that's a painful daily reminder against caving into laziness. In places like the United States, most people have access to fast food, television sets, etc. and are able to easily access "braindead mode", where you do the bare minimum required to survive, but you're maybe not so happy about it.
I've talked about this in other posts, but I'll summarize here...I call the thing that goes missing the "warm-fuzzy". Most of us have the warm-fuzzy as kids...you don't really think about existential crises & can bounce back from depressive episodes pretty easily, whether it's getting dumped by your girlfriend or dropping the ball on something at school or whatever. Depression happens when you don't bounce back. Sometimes that's because you get a disease, or a friend or family member passes away, or PTSD from combat or being involved in an accident, or even seemingly smaller things like losing a girlfriend. I know a guy who went into a depressive episode & dropped out of school for semester because his long-term girlfriend dumped him & he was so heartbroken that he just couldn't bootstrap himself back into the swing of things.
I think that as adults, we have more responsibility over the care & feeding of our own warm-fuzzy. We not only have to take care of our physical bodies by managing our stress levels, practicing good sleep hygiene, eating well, and exercising on a regular basis, but we also have to think about what motivates us, what makes us happy, how we want our attitude to be, and what our mission in life is. Half of it is how good you feel - because when you don't feel good, nothing is very fun - and half of it is our attitude & how we think about things & what we decided & discover really makes us happy. And sometimes there's that extra 10% where we need extra help, like seeing a doctor or a therapist or going on some medication, or just hanging in there & getting through whatever rough patch you're currently going through.
I think that both having depression & managing depression has a lot more to do with our personal choices than in our particular situation, whether you're a billionaire on your own island or a soldier in combat or just another name in a nation of a billion people. There's a dude named Viktor Frankl who survived a Nazi death camp & wrote an excellent book called "Man's search for meaning". A little bit of an introduction & discussion here:
http://benjaminmcevoy.com/7-lessons-learned-mans-search-meaning-viktor-e-frankl-book-review/
Now, having meaning in life is a big question, and it's to stall out on that question for the rest of your life, but that doesn't mean that you can't build up a foundation of meaning in your own life. What do you like to do for fun? How do you like to contribute to society? How do you want to live your life? Nobody was put on this planet just to survive...we're humans...we're meant to thrive & share & grow & experience life, to enjoy thing & to help other people & to mature. And I think part of that growth cycle includes at least one period of depression for everyone who shows up on this earth, and I think part of growing up & maturing is learning how to deal with that.
It's easy to get stuck in an endless loop of depression. It's like a hamster wheel...you keep spinning in the same place, but you're getting nowhere & you're not moving forward. You can't always change your situation or what's happened to you or what's currently happening to you, but you can hang tight & you can change the way you think about it. I like to read a lot of self-help stuff because I think it's fascinating that we can literally change our lives & change how we feel simply by changing the way we think. One of the biggest books that made an impression on me was "Attitude is everything" by Jeff Keller:
https://www.amazon.com/Attitude-Everything-Change-Your-Life/dp/0979041031
I mean, everyone's situation is different, but the one constant is that we can choose to how think, which controls our attitude & our actions. We can choose to be the victim ("this is why I can't do X") or the victor ("how can I achieve X?"). While I don't think that everyone's problems can magically be solved by thinking & feeling our way out of things, as many here on our forums can attest to with different family, health, and job situations, I do think our attitudes & our decisions about how we want to live our lives contributes quite a bit to our experience while we are alive, no matter if you're a successful businessman on a tropical island or living in poverty in a war-torn country.