Originally posted by: Moonbeam
I'm pretty sure I don't function in written language like most people do. I had trouble learning ... snip...
Moonbeam,
Wonderful, absolutely wonderful exposition on the whole process of becoming an effective writer. I'm certain I've never seen the like, and you say things I might have said myself, many of them. Clearly, however, what you say isn't entirely true - i.e. you haven't given up writing as a means of self expression. You do it very well indeed. What you are referring to, evidently, was a sudden insight, an awakening in your struggles to express yourself and find your inner voice, where you suddenly changed your focus from writing your thoughts to expressing them vocally.
Yes, it's the process of developing the ability to put your thoughts into words EXACTLY that is at the heart of learning to write. Better even, the ability to express yourself accurately in speech, what is called eloquence. Your sometime reluctance to be too direct, too clear in your utterances brings to mind a William Blake aphorism: "Always be ready to speak your mind and a base man will avoid you." Quotes surrounding the punctuation, folks! Thanks for the tip!