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And this whole time I thought she really loved me...
Update:
It turns out she didn't cheat on me which makes me feel like crap. See, I was told by both my sister and one of my ex's friends that she did yesterday. It turns out my sister also found out from this friend. Now normally I wouldn't believe what other people had to say because I do trust her, but that night there was a bit of confusion about our plans and I thought she ditched me, but she didn't. So, I already thought she ditched me so it made me believe that she did cheat on me. And I called her up and asked her about it and she seemed hesitant to answer which made me believe she cheated on me even further, but it could have to do with her being around a bunch of people at the time.
Well, my ex did tell me what did happen, and she's never really lied to me the whole time we've been together (almost 8 months), but with all this going on I did not believe her. Then today I asked her friend again and she told me she had it all wrong. So, I asked around even more and it turns out that my ex was telling the truth. Everything she told me was exactly what I was hearing from other people. It turns out the guy she supposedly cheated on me with made it up and other people believed him. Then it finally got to me.
So, basically we are not together now because of all this crap going around and I believed it and dumped her because of it, without even really listening to her side. However, even after I apologized for me not believing her and everything she doesn't want to be with me. The reason she told me was because my friends and family hate her because they think she cheated on me. I can see why that would suck, but as a reason for not wanting to get back with me? I could simply tell my friends and family the truth, which I would've planned on doing anyway. Her other reason is that she does not feel good enough for me. Now, you should know she is a person of very low self-esteem. She just keeps telling me that we can't be together. We did just break up last night. Maybe I should just give her some time?
This whole situation really sucks...
And this whole time I thought she really loved me...
Update:
It turns out she didn't cheat on me which makes me feel like crap. See, I was told by both my sister and one of my ex's friends that she did yesterday. It turns out my sister also found out from this friend. Now normally I wouldn't believe what other people had to say because I do trust her, but that night there was a bit of confusion about our plans and I thought she ditched me, but she didn't. So, I already thought she ditched me so it made me believe that she did cheat on me. And I called her up and asked her about it and she seemed hesitant to answer which made me believe she cheated on me even further, but it could have to do with her being around a bunch of people at the time.
Well, my ex did tell me what did happen, and she's never really lied to me the whole time we've been together (almost 8 months), but with all this going on I did not believe her. Then today I asked her friend again and she told me she had it all wrong. So, I asked around even more and it turns out that my ex was telling the truth. Everything she told me was exactly what I was hearing from other people. It turns out the guy she supposedly cheated on me with made it up and other people believed him. Then it finally got to me.
So, basically we are not together now because of all this crap going around and I believed it and dumped her because of it, without even really listening to her side. However, even after I apologized for me not believing her and everything she doesn't want to be with me. The reason she told me was because my friends and family hate her because they think she cheated on me. I can see why that would suck, but as a reason for not wanting to get back with me? I could simply tell my friends and family the truth, which I would've planned on doing anyway. Her other reason is that she does not feel good enough for me. Now, you should know she is a person of very low self-esteem. She just keeps telling me that we can't be together. We did just break up last night. Maybe I should just give her some time?
This whole situation really sucks...