- Apr 25, 2005
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So my GF and I of three years broke up about three months ago. She was my first everything There had been a lot of deception on her part and I think she has a lot of insecurities. It seems like she moves from one boyfriend to another. I was at college and she was a highschool senior, recently she moved to the same university close to where I live, we remained friends for the most part and recently started hanging out more. I started to think that I could be falling for her again, and thought that maybe I should tell her this. Then last night when I was over at her house she told me that she should probably start getting ready for her date. Worst part being that I knew the guy.
I don't know why its so hard to hear that, being that I am the one that wanted the breakup. I guess its for the better, I just need to move on. I don't know why I find myself wanting to get back with her after all of her lying and deception...even to this day she still does the same things but I hear about her moving on and it kills me. Mainly becuase I am going nowhere right now becuase of work and an overloaded school schedule.
I know the people of AT don't care, sometimes it just makes it easier to right it down.
I don't know why its so hard to hear that, being that I am the one that wanted the breakup. I guess its for the better, I just need to move on. I don't know why I find myself wanting to get back with her after all of her lying and deception...even to this day she still does the same things but I hear about her moving on and it kills me. Mainly becuase I am going nowhere right now becuase of work and an overloaded school schedule.
I know the people of AT don't care, sometimes it just makes it easier to right it down.